sunrise – lyrics:
1.: twelve
6111 days
wonder if i close my eyes and don’t wake up again what’s gonna stay
will anybody far away from now look up and remember my name
wonder how it feels to float in endless matter infinitely fate
stuck in the upside down just let me feel your lips one last time to escape
while lights are flashing pictures rising up inside the smoke that we exhale
i fear i never truly give my all before i’m dead and it’s too late
time
just passes by
and sometimes
the world is out of my mind
time just passes by
my life just passes by
sometimes i feel the world i’m in
is out of my mind
when dreams hopes feelings places
fade away and i’m tired
of this planet and the people trying
to take away our light
time
just passes by
and sometimes
the world is out of my mind
time just passes by
my life just passes by
sometimes i feel the world i’m in
is out of my mind
when dreams hopes feelings places
fade away and i’m tired
of this planet and the people trying to
trying to take away our light
2.: wings
my eyes letting me view through the endless waves
of the ocean see the person that i’m today
bemused i take your hand you kiss my neck and whisper
at this point we need more than a dream
but my thoughts don’t fit inside their shapes today
and it only takes one touch to escape
and i gave you the merit to explain that it’s okay
‘till you say you were hiding the storm
we avoid the highways
and focus on the board game they play
we try to kick in open doors
and ignore the closed ones afraid
but it’s the unexpected road you take
providing memories that stay
and i’ve been holding on to the chain
too long we’re devastated
so low nowhere we lost our footing on the stairs
they said they take care of there’s no way out
scream it out loud escape from the echoes
and if it’s just our time that lasts forever
far away from blurry faces people places
nightmares faking yourself
emotions without feels keep your caducity
we are eternity
we avoid the highways
and focus on the chess game they play
we try to kick in open doors
and ignore the closed ones afraid
but it’s the unexpected road you take
providing memories that stay
and i’ve been holding on to the chain
too long we devastated
we will feel the fireworks
we can leave the dark side of the moon
hover in the air but we know
the storm won’t spare our balloon
all the time i thought i was flying
had my head to the sky i couldn’t see that we fall
‘till you unsnap from my eyes
and i see the real ocean coming closer
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall
while they tell us we’re flying
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall
we dive into silence
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall
as it was meant to be
and we fall
and we fall
and we fall
we cave in gravity
‘till we find out we’ve got wings
3.: twinflower
so beautiful i’m dying
won’t let ‘em see me crying
the spring for my rainbows
in the sky
silhouette in every room
we used to be in school
that shadow’s my distraction
while i try to learn my lesson
we don’t do the
same drugs no more
your delighted eyes
can’t watch the clouds float
i wish you’d be waiting
at your front door
at least to watch me go
i’m breathing you in
like a cigarette
the smoke fills my veins
with your alphabet
dream in my prison
downstream the river
waterfall afterglow
180 crack
when i wake up
space is always lying
leaving me with all my thoughts alone behind
but right now reality’s more surreal to me
more within the space that i was blind
i guess it doesn’t matter anyway
but how much more is freedom gonna take
you treat me like a stranger
blame the angel
take a knife and carve a rose into the wall
how did we get here
can’t remember while next to the road
the precipice waits for our fall
i dream of you
meet you like we’ve never
seen each other fifth grade
give me one
of your bearhugs
and go or stay
i’m breathing you in
like a cigarette
the smoke fills my veins
with your alphabet
dream in my prison
downstream the river
waterfall afterglow
180 crack
you broke into my never land
to fulfil an inception
i wonder if you’ll ever feel at
home in this mansion
inject poison with your needle
ocean’s water’s lethal
seeds not growing equal
hope another dimension writes sequel
4.: her
i don’t see you anymore
i just see our life passing by at your front door
i can still hear the tinnitus
of you leaving me
and though i think i don’t care no more
my feelings don’t seem to heal
but girl you look so peaceful
while you sleep
5.: perfume
next to the pool in the darkness
talking ‘bout the summer holding hands
what never started feels again like
it will never end
as you say even when it all brakes down
don’t lose sight
of the shards one day
they’ll reflect the light
as the snow on that winter morning
when our breath obscured the air
hand clutched it was still cold
when the sun arranged your hair
flowers broke through their white blanket
stoped their dreams to see the world
that’s when we realise
soon there will be nothing left to be hurt
as i hear the door falling in the lock
you disappear and our vinyl tape stops
and my fear to lose you
now after years comes true
and i wonder
how the stars can be alone for so long
‘cause i can
feel they shine so bright for all of our wrongs
though they burned down years ago
to make the future seem bright
and the past feel alright
but i know it takes some more
to turn my distance into gold
so i’ll make sure
you’ll let our bridges burning
while i keep skipping songs
it’s nothing if i think about it
but right now
my mind can’t think
as i hear the door falling in the lock
you disappear and our vinyl tape stops
and my fear to lose you
now after years comes true
everything you left in the room
emptiness the smell of your perfume
and finally i see things clear
i finally see it clear
6.: eternity
despite our history
somewhere in your nights you’re stuck
when you think of me
despite the life i lead
all this life in me
just because i believed
believed in you and me
but you have never seen
what we could have been
i wake up in the middle of the night
a vision came up in my mind
and i run
it’s way bigger than me
street lamps flashing by
houses cars stores are flashing by
and i don’t feel a whiff of wind
despite the storm under my skin
the screaming dies away
when i’m alone in this decade
surrounded by the cold
on the dark side of the world
it gets quiet
everything i left behind
i feel the sand under my feet
when i’m leaving the concrete
i put one foot after another
on the street of light
would drown can’t hold the weight no more
i leave my shadow behind
walking over water
‘till i reach the edge
taking a deep breath
slow dropping from the ledge